Amazing things to learn!

i have been having a hard time lately with doubting my beliefs within the church, because i firmly believe that satan is trying to get me to not go on a mission! But i have a testimony that the church is true and its only getting stronger. However i started reading If life were easy, it wouldn't be hard by Sheri Dew and it has really opened my eyes to the fact that the reality of our trial here on earth and through mortality. Our trials arent easy if they were we wouldnt grow at all , we wouldn't prove to ourselves that we truly love the gospel and accept the atonement of Jesus Christ. The trials i have , am and will go through are not going to kill me, they will make me stronger and as long as i keep going with faith i will be ok and i know if i go on my mission my life and many others will be blessed